Second course

I was employed in several companies before doing office works, but I did not last long.  It is because I am not happy with the job I had and the environment.  I don’t understand why people around me don’t treat me well.  I was thinking maybe something is wrong with me.  As far as I know, I am trying to be good to them and treat them well because I want to be treated the same.  However, I didn’t feel that I am welcome that is why I am leaving the previous jobs that I had.

I talked to the sister about and she told me take education course instead.  I just have to earn more units to be able to take the examination for teachers.  I have thought about it, being a teacher for me means big responsibilities and I do not think I will be able to go that far.  I admit that I don’t have the confidence to take second course.  To me, going back to school is another stage in life that I have to take and passed but I do not have the determination.  I refused the sister’s offer to take second course.  I feel sad about it; however, I do not think I will be able to finish it.  I do not have any regrets in my decision, but going back, I have lots of ‘what ifs’ that is running on my mind.  It’s never too late though, maybe one of these days, I will take the sister’s offer but not too soon.

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