I was employed in several companies before doing office works, but I did not last long. It is because I am not happy with the job I had and the environment. I don’t understand why people around me don’t treat me well. I was thinking maybe something is wrong with me. As far as I know, I am trying to be good to them and treat them well because I want to be treated the same. However, I didn’t feel that I am welcome that is why I am leaving the previous jobs that I had.
I talked to the sister about and she told me take education course instead. I just have to earn more units to be able to take the examination for teachers. I have thought about it, being a teacher for me means big responsibilities and I do not think I will be able to go that far. I admit that I don’t have the confidence to take second course. To me, going back to school is another stage in life that I have to take and passed but I do not have the determination. I refused the sister’s offer to take second course. I feel sad about it; however, I do not think I will be able to finish it. I do not have any regrets in my decision, but going back, I have lots of ‘what ifs’ that is running on my mind. It’s never too late though, maybe one of these days, I will take the sister’s offer but not too soon.